| ONE YEAR..3 MONTHS..TOMORROW.. LIFE COULDN'T GET ANY BETTER!ACTUALLY IT REALLY COULD BUT NO BIG DEAL..I GUESS! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY! baby, let`s slow dance and be "the couple" 'that everyone l[ wishes ]l that they could be. ' let`s look at the stars and kiss all night long. let`s take it slow && then speed it up. 'let`s take stupid picturesz && laugh until we can`t breathe. let`s be forever ; just youu && me.. |
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| so i found out that prom this year is on april 14..i dont know if im going to be going yet because of a few reasons 1.i probably wont have the money 2. the one i want to go with might not want to go with me for good reasons. 3.i wouldnt know where to begin to start planning this day. ok so theres more but i dont care to write them.. |
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| ONE YEAR..2 MONTHS..TOMORROW.. LIFE COULDN'T GET ANY BETTER!ACTUALLY IT COULD BUT I KNOW IT ISNT SO NO BIG DEAL..I GUESS! I LOVE YOU BABY baby, let`s slow dance and be "the couple" 'that everyone l[ wishes ]l that they could be. ' let`s look at the stars and kiss all night long. let`s take it slow && then speed it up. 'let`s take stupid picturesz && laugh until we can`t breathe. let`s be forever ; just youu && me.. |
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| my head says "go" but my heart says "no"..i love him too much to leave so imma go with my heart..its never lead me to where i dont want to be before...
hey everyone!
how are yas? im good..i guess..i dont know anymore whats up with me..my moods change so fast toward certain things..and i hate it cause i act "ok" with certain things one day but then another day..i act like its a real big deal..i dont know..i hate it because i act ok and seem fine about things and everyones okay but then i end up hurting someone in certain ways when i act a bitch about it..i just try not to let certain things bother me but some days these things just get to me bigger than ever..like today...i just dont know anymore..i wanna cry so bad but im tired of cryin over stuff like this so imma just hold it all in...uhh i hate my life right now but imma act fine and okay..so maybe everything will just go away..oh yeahme and kenny are still together..its one year 2 months on the 7th..yay go us..its been hard and still is sometimes but we get through alot..well i think imma go to bed since im pretty sure my boyfriend has forgotten to call me once again but its cool im used to it so im just going to go to bed...BABY: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH>>MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD!!!
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| hey everyone!
my life like completely sucks..i miss my boyfriend and i probably wont never see him this year because of school and work and then my fuckin stupid ass parents are being so fucking dumb...gosh i hate it ...sometimes i feel like i should say "its over" so he can find someone else that he can see everyday and be with everyday but i love him too much to do that and i dont want to hurt him but..i seriouly think about it a lot though especially when we argue or get loud with each other and everything seems to be going wrong ...i just dont want him to waste time waiting on me but i dont know..i just want everything to be ok...and i pray it will..but a part of me says it wont cause all the bullshit lately..i miss him and want him now but its not happening...im tryin to keep from cryin so i dont mess up my makeup but thats not happening ..i cant do nothing else but cry anymore...i hate life and everything that has to do with it...im out..leave comments if you wish!
Baby: i love you so much..and i want everything to be ok..but it seems to not be happening..i love you but im going to go bye baby..ttyl
just so everyone knows i would never in my life ever break up with my baby..remember these are this thoughts..i love him way to much for all that...
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